Hey, i'm back. I finally plucked up the courage to start blogging again. I'm back, but i'm not me anymore cause i lost something so dear and it feels like a part of my soul is gone, like how my sister's gone too.
It just hurts so much when reality hits me and i start accepting that she passed away. It hurts like shit, and it feels like this huge boulder on my chest that's never going to be lifted up. I want nothing more than just turning back the time so that i can spend more time with her. Everything was just so sudden that it feels like i'm forced to accept it.
Sis, if you can see this- :
Hey, i'm so sorry that i always complained about how long winded you are, and how i don't really want to talk to you because you always repeat the same thing over and over again. But i just want you to know that you had been a great sis for the past 14 years of my life. The period of your journey is undeniably short, but you made your mark and many people recognised it. You invented on a cure for a disease and because of you, many people would be given a second chance to live. To me, you are that noble. Although i will not be able to see you physically again, i always feel your presence around me and i know that you'd continue to care for us just like how you did in the past. I've never said this to you before, and i really regret it, but i love you sis, i'll never forget you and to me, you'll always be around.
Of course, i always wish that i have more time to spend with you, to care for you like you always cared for me. But i just want you to know that i would always remember you, remember what you used to tell me and remember how you used to sound like when you were teaching me biology. Although i have to use past tense to talk about you now, but in my heart, you're always present.
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