Faith.

:)

2011-05-02T20:31:00.001+08:00

I have to learn how to relax!!!! :)

I DONT LIKE

2011-04-22T19:52:00.001+08:00

EXAMS. I know anybody reading this probably will be like "psh, who likes exams?" but seriously, as much as I love history, it's just irritating that no matter how many hours I put in a day, it just seems like I cannot finish studying =( pooooooooooooo. Kay bye.

TESTS. Wooooooo.

2011-02-19T16:12:00.001+08:00

Hi. My brain's too fried to continue doing work so I figured I could spend some time reviving my blog! Haha yupp, I know it had been ages. But then again, no one reads my blog so it's alright. Speaking of updates, I went to Bangkok during the CNY period! Very smart of my parents right, evade the responsibility of giving red packets, hahaha! Anyways, thought I could share some pictures with you all =) Okay... It's taking way to long to upload ONE pic. I shall not continue. Nevermind, you get my drift, I went to the wax museum in Bangkok! Was an eye opener, all those celebrities looked so real, you really can't tell the difference if you looked from afar. Ok I'm too lazy to space with my phone, so I'm just gonna post in chunks. Hah. So basically you must be thinking whats with my title? Fine, I will tell you. I know it's only natural to have tests as a student. But come on, 5 tests and one o level SPA in one week??? That's ridiculous. Nobody would disagree with me man. The school's out to torture us. No question about that. Alright, that's the end, I have nothing else to say. Goodbye :)!

I CAN'T FALL ASLEEP.

2010-11-06T01:20:00.002+08:00

Great.
Its like the first time in six months that i'm starting to post again. I think im starting to have isomnia, like reallly. Its the 3rd night which i can't seem to go to sleep. Its like i'm realllyyyyyyy tired, but once i get to bed, i become all awake and alert. Then my mind starts drifting off...

HMMPPFHHH.

Nothing really happening, serious. Just that perhaps i'm having a lot in my life right now, like, A LOT. Ok, maybe not that much in quantity, but its more than enough to get me confused and distracted. LOL.

Talking about distractions....

I CAN'T GET MYSELF TO START ON CHINESE.
& i can assure you its not that i dont feel the sense of urgency, i do,

ITS FREAKING NEXT WED!!!

But... that thought just flashes through my mind then somehow it fades into the background.
Never got to doing some solid work... YET. I will do tomorrow, with jing yi, heh. Hopefully she can be a source of motivation.

Talking about Jing yi...

Did i mention how awesome was the day out to orchard?

=)

I guess i didn't, since its like the first post in ages, lols. Okay, here goes.

LAST SATURDAY, it was a fine and sunny morning...
But i was totally rushing to get things done, cause i was prettyyy lateeeeeee, ok, very late. So i was like some lunatic, rushing here and there, throwing the neccessities into my bag, going for the
-before leaving house- toilet trip, putting on my contact lenses...

ETC. ETC.

then i realise that there's sugar in my bag ( from those stupid ribena pastilles!) , so i stupidly overturned my bag over the toilet bowl, sure that the sugar would drop into the toilet bowl,

MY OWN WISHFUL THINKING.

Indeed, something dropped out. Not the sugar, -PLONK!- it was my buddhist pendant. Goodness gracious, i was already freaking late and i still have to scramble for it and start apologising profusely. Sigh.

Okay, so skipping all the embarrassing bits...
FINALLY, i reached kovan mrt station.
feeling not so welcomed by jingyi's glare, (hehe).

So yeah, we made our way to our first stop : 313 @ Somerset! =)
Spent forever at F21, i bought a tee and a pair of sneakers, and jingyi got a tee!

NEXT: Ion orchard!
Went to Etude house to look for Jingyi's cousin, got free masks, browsed around and left. LOL.

The rest is just not worth mentioning.

Okay fine, i'll be frank, i forgot what happened next. Hahas.

Hmm, guess i'll stop here.

CRAP, I'M STILL NOT SLEEPY.

So now what?

2010-05-27T22:51:00.002+08:00

ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
but i'm not happy
Nice.

Ummm, tons of holiday homework... NYP...Catching up on revision...

So...HOLIDAYS?!

Say what?!?!?!

Okay, sadistic.

I seriously got nothing to say.

Faith

2010-05-25T21:57:00.001+08:00

From now on, i'm going to try to have faith. I'm going to believe that everything is going to work out for me. & lets just hope that having faith works.

Sick.

2010-05-22T19:08:00.002+08:00

I just wanna say i'm tired. Like real tired. I wish i could go to bed and fall into deep deep sleep, and probably only wake up when things are better. I don't even want to mention bout my results. I've really tried hard, like real hard. But i just have to learn that sometimes, hard work do not pay off. & its sucks, it really do.

Lastly, i can't decide.

FREAKING (2-B)

2010-05-04T15:13:00.002+08:00

Helllllllllooooooooooooo! I know i shouldn't be posting lah, taking in that today's the start of MYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ): Sighhhh. Let's talk about maths paper.

I FREAKING CAN'T FIND THE COORD OF C!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF?

& WHY DIDN'T I THINK OF (2-B) BECOMING -(B-2)?!?!?!?!?! so in the end i got a cubic expression and i gave up the question. 4 marks you know, 4 marks!!!!!!!!!!!

At first i thought i totally wasted my graph question, because it looked like a camel's hump
-_- I mean seriously, who would have thought it was like tht? Thank god i didnt change or anything, hehehe.

ENGLISH was alright luh, hahahas.

&&&&&&& I'M SO EXCITEDDD!
BECAUSE I'M GOING TO HONGKONG IN THE JUNE HOLIDAYS!

Woooohooooooooooooooo.
(disneyland included) *grins*

Hahahs, okay, bb!

M-I-D-Y-E-A-R-S

2010-04-26T15:42:00.004+08:00

Helloooooooooooo! :D

Sorry for not updating for so long, hahas. Seriously, i have nothing to update on luh, how interesting can mugging life be?

So ya, mid years are coming... *shivers* I think i'm going to break down during history paper. We have 2 SEQ and 4 SBQ to complete in 1.5 hours. FYI, i take like 40 mins for ONE SEQ. Hurrrayyy.

Went to Kailin's blog, saw this interesting quote :

ANYWAY, everyone jiayou for MYES okay?!?!?!?!!

"ok."

YAY. Hahahas, i'm lame ._.

Byes(:

I think i need to bring ice packs to school

2010-04-12T20:22:00.002+08:00

HAVE YOU EVER EXPERIENCED SOMETHING LIKE THIS?

-The weather is just soooo hot thats unbearable.
-Then you start to feel this radar around you that makes you sticky and stuffy
-Then suddenly all the theorem stuff becomes fuzzzy
-Before you know it, you totally lost track of what ms wong was saying.

*Above applies to all subjects

SERIOUSLY.

The weather recently is just ridiculous lah, i suspect there's a big hole in the ozone layer. I've not been able to concentrate on ANY of the classes, and the only thing that i hope for is that lessons end quickly so that i can go home and bathe. What the fuck can, so damn freaking hot!

HOMECOMING DAY

Totally funnnnn! Our class bonded like so damnn well luhs, everyone was like putting in effort! Hahahahas, and fyi, our food stall was a huge success. :D Even before the hotdogs arrived, ppl wanted to buy alr ah, omg so touched (:

Hahahahas, had fun frying the pratas on sat, i want to do it again!!!! This year's homecoming just passed by so quickly ah, before i know it, it was 5pm alr and we have to stop taking orders because need to clean up ):

So i was on my way to throw my grass jelly, and i slipped and fell in the canteen -.- and i scraped my knee, LOL. Ridiculous la, 14 years old still slip and fall, lols.

The best part of homecoming?

OUR CLASS EARNED $2304!!!!!!!!!
In case you're not impressed, this is like a LOT compared to 204 last year which only earned like $500 plus, hahaha.

OH OH! Did i mention,
I LOVE OUR CLASS TEE!!!

OKay, ummm, i think that's about all, bye! :D

2010-04-01T21:57:00.005+08:00

Today's April's fool, tmr's good friday. How contradicting! Lol.
So going to watch moviiieeeeeeeeeeeee tmr! (: REMEMBER ME. Yayyy hv'been wanting to watch for a long long time, its the last time slot alr! so must faster go.

Going to orchard cineleisure. With jingyi, as expected, hahahas. Will update more about it tmr after i get back! I promise to, pinky swear :)

2010-03-28T10:35:00.003+08:00

Heyhey! So this is H&M's garden collection photo shoot! :D Hahas, so yeah. Ytd was sports day, and scorpion lost again... Sigh, always the case, hahas. Umm, i totally hate the prize giving ceremony, because the teachers were at the grandstands while we were in the sun absorbing melanin at a frightening rate. Lols, seriously the sun was soooo hot! ):

Lucky i don't have sunburn, hahas. Ummmm, then after tht went to hg mall with jingyi to eat lunch. Ate pizza hut (: Yummmmm. Then walked arnd and homed at arnd 3. Okay, gtg le, byes!

2010-03-23T15:40:00.002+08:00

CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?
No one in my msn contact list is online, yes, NO ONE. Wth? I feel so lonely D:
Bwahahaha.

Anws, holidays ended, actually wanted to update ytd but got no time..So yep. So, last sunday, went to jingyi's house to "mug". Obviously we didn't mug, hahahas. Tried to, but still failed. We ended up watching "totally spies" (Hahahas, there's an inside joke), and "Hannah montana" and "The suite life of deck" (sth liddat lol.)

So met her at hg mall and had subway tgt, then shopped arnd. We both bought the same pair of sandals from cotton on! But mine is brown and her's is black (: One day must wear tgt kay!

Yeah, then went to her house and checked out her new bed + wall colour + shelve. Hehehehe. Then chatted with her sis and slackked a lot! Then 6+ homed. :D

Okie, gtg bye!

2010-03-19T11:44:00.003+08:00

Heyyo! Long time no post, heh.
So webcammed with jingyi at 11.30 last night! :D

Pictures:

Woohoo! Laughed like shit. Hehehe.

HMMMMM, holidays are ending ): Boohooooooo.
okays, i've nothing to say. I think my life is boring O:
BYE.

Psst! We were both in our pyjamas! :D

-
I don't knw if i should be relieved or horrified.

2010-03-14T19:05:00.002+08:00

NUT IS OFFICIALLY MY NEW DARLING.

Okays, so yep, SHINE. Jiong rui was freaking good luhs, so proud of him!
Fri was sooooo funnnnnnnnnnn. Bonded so much with the class! :D Walked across the grassland in woodlands at 11 at night, nice. Kinda freaky ah, not to mention jingyi tried to scare me by saying there were dead birds in the grass. Dang it.
& not forgetting how i became a pregnant lady. Hahas.

SO. Not going to post pictures, too lazy. =P

& i'm starting to think chem is difficult, which is bad, cause i used to think chem is like the easiest science subj. ):
Boohooooo. Nothing to say, bye!

2010-03-09T17:54:00.002+08:00

Greeting earthlings! This is gonna be a short post yeah? :D
Okay so got back 2 tests today, A maths and SS.
Got 20/30 for A maths test. Its alright i guess, at least it was an improvement from the last one. (:

TALKING ABOUT SS, i seriously think Mr tan needs new glasses. So it goes like this...

*Sarah gots back her paper. Look at the marks, 12/15! Woohoo!*

-grins-

*sat down and scanned through answers, then a grieved look appeared on her face*

*look at jingyi and said,*
"Errr...I've got a bad feeling. Mr tan wrote i got 12 but i add the marks and its only 10!"

*jingyi gives oh oohh look*

*sarah honestly went up to tell mr tan the truth*

*Lost 2 marks but got praised for honesty, (seriously, what's the point)*

SO. Huixin also got her marks counted wrongly kay! Proves its not an accident. Its an increase in short-sightedness.

Okays, its like yichangxuanxi yichangkong, if you knw what i'm talking about...i'm too lazy to on my chinese.

Okays, bye! :D

2010-03-07T19:11:00.001+08:00

2010-03-07T18:46:00.002+08:00

Okay, so was browsing through my friend's blog and saw this 2 super interesting/cute baby pictures!

"Don't you dare point your finger at me!"

Well, all i can say is, it starts young!

2010-03-07T14:14:00.004+08:00

Due to popular demand, i'm posting again! :D Wahahaha.

So, first and foremost,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHONGWEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm like super duper glad you like the gigantic card (: I know jingyi and i are creative people! Heh. And i'm glad you like my letter too. Thank you for being here for me always, lending me your shoulder when i need one, making me laugh when i'm down. I'm so lucky to have you as my friend. Ok, this is getting too cliche. To sum up, i love you.

Yayhoo!

Teachers are like depriving me of my time. So many homework and tests to study for! Even henry calls me a workoholic (do you spell it like that?) and asks me to "get a life man". Lols, not like i don't want to ):

So yep, i'm moving on to YAN YU, and then after that it would be STALIN, AND HOW HE MADE RUSSIANS MISERABLE. For goodness sake, if he didn't do so many things, i wouldn't be having such a hard time.

Okays, byyyes!

For some reason, i can't make a choice.

2010-03-02T20:01:00.002+08:00

Helllooo guys. It had been long since i really post something substantial. Hahahas.
So umm, today was okay, partially because school ended at 1.30! & Jolina can't help it but emphasize this, hahahahas.

SS was boring, like seriously. Maths was test! Gosh, ms wong's standard is highhhhhhhhhhh. Then english, borinngggg. Then MT, borrinnngggggggg. Lastly, chem was much better(: Lols, because we got back our test! 40/50 (: Lol. & i love mrs ng's voice. Lmaos.

So. Came home, used com, did homework. I blur-ly forgot to bring back my eng journal so i can't do the reflection thingy, which is to be honest, a waste of time. Lols. Gonna continue to study cheng yu now! [:

Byyyyeeee!

The fine line in between.

2010-02-26T16:44:00.002+08:00

How did you manage to do it?
Why did you make me feel so special, and then tell me that you do the same for everyone.
Why did you bring me up to heaven, and then let me fall back down.
Why did you smile at one moment, and frown at another.
Why did you bother to act like you care, when perhaps actually you don't.
Why did you ask me bout qns that make me feel like you care, but deep down i knw you don't.
Why do you have to do this to me?

Why does the sun still shine so brightly when its so gloomy within me?

2010-02-13T14:08:00.002+08:00

Helllooo everybodyyyyyyyy.
I'm so guai, i just finished physic's graph. But i've no idea what other homework we have, damn.
I think i'll be going johor tomorrow. Lol, sad right, rather go johor than celebrate cny. Lols, i'm going to miss out on those red packets! ): Lols, okayyy.

Its like freaking hot these few days, i think i got tanner. Lols. Gonna have reunion dinner tonight! I love this day every year. Wahahahahhahaha. :D

Hmmm, life's boring. Don't you think so?

~~I think i'm being like super duper obvious luhs, any idiot would be able to see through me and knw how i feel.~~

You know i'll miss you.

2010-02-12T18:26:00.001+08:00

Helloooo! Went bugis straight aft school (: Shiok! Hahahahas. Bought a top, yay. LOL. Hmm, cny is here! And that means long holidays! Hoorrayyyy. Lols. I've nothing to say. Bye.

"Whoa, you got THREE cavaties!"

2010-02-10T16:58:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Just came back from the dentist, lols. Hahahas. So it went okay, but some parts were realllyyyyyyyyyyyyyy painful ): Its like all my nerves are protesting. Lols. & the dentist can't stop emphazing that.... "Whoa, you got 3 cavaties eh!"

So yeah, asked my mum and in the end he filled them up for me and now i've got sparkling healthy teeth! Okay, maybe not sparkling, but whatever. Lols.

There's homework today. Damnnnnn, lols.

Oh and the BABY POOH IN GUARDIAN IS FREAKING CUTEEEE! :D

Another dose of love please?

2010-02-06T10:12:00.001+08:00

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love. You chose the short road. You fall in love quickly and easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return. You give 100% and expect 0% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems. You asked the family member to get your significant other. You like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend. You place the roses by the windowsill. You are alright with not seeing him/her so often.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality. You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person the way s/he is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone. You chose the longer road. You will tend to stay in love for a long time.

S[he] be[lie]ve-D

2010-02-04T21:10:00.002+08:00

Sooo, took some random quizzes, here are the results:

My personality [How my friends see me?]
Your friends see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality --- a natural leader, quick to make decisions (though not always the right ones). They see you as bold and venturesome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes a chance and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

Body Proud
You are very comfortable with your body, and your self-confidence shows. You take your imperfections in stride---you know that everyone has some. And because your body self-esteem is so high, others see you as attractive, too. [cool]

Am i in love?
It looks like you're in love!Real love does not happen all of a sudden. When people say, ''We fell in love the moment we met,'' they actually mean that each corresponded to a certain ideal image held by the other. Most of us create these ideals in our minds whether we realize it or not. Thus, when we find someone who looks, acts and talks the way we imagined this special individual would, we are attracted- but that's all it is. Love can develop, but it takes time.Jealousy is not a sign of true love. One of the greatest mistakes young people can make is to believe that the more violent the jealousy, the stronger the love. Some jealousy is normal between two people who care deeply about each other. But jealousy is really possessiveness, not love. Psychoanalyst Dr. Theodor Reik says that people who suffer acutely from jealousy often have an underlying sense of insecurity which leads to an overwhelming need to be loved. As a result, they can be extremely jealous even though they may not be in love at all.Mooning, sighing and daydreaming are signs of infatuation, not love. Here's why: Real love is centered around the other person, with your whole behavior directed toward his or her welfare and happiness. Thus, a boy or girl in love can study and work comfortably, knowing he or she is thereby contributing to the other's happiness. Infatuation, on the other hand, is self-centered. The smitten one becomes absorbed in his own misery at being separated from the adored one or in daydreaming about her. He is in love with love, not a human being.Love does not diminish when one is away from the loved one. If you love a person more when you are with him, chances are that your judgment is being influenced by the charm and excitement of his presence. When he is not around to dazzle you, some doubts emerge as Dr. David R. Mace, executive director of the American Association of Marriage Counselors, put it: if you feel this way, indications are the love is superficial.Love is not really blind to a beloved's faults. The person in love knows and understands the other's shortcomings but cares deeply nonetheless. The infatuated person has a tendency to regard the adored one as flawless.An unhappy home life can trick you into thinking you're in love. The files of marriage counselors are filled with cases of younger people who ''fell in love'' and married when all they really wanted was to escape from pressures they considered unbearable. For example, a young girl who is constantly battling with her parents sees her boy friend as the rescuing knight in shining armor who will ''take her away from all this.'' She isn't in love- she just wants out.Love cannot always perch on Cloud9: it must be practical, too. Two of the most crucial elements in a marriage, experts point out, are money and children. Young people seriously in love must know each other's views on these topics. If a couple hasn't talked them out, chances are the romance hasn't reached the real love stage.Love does not make lovers ill at ease. Dr. Mace declares that when the way you are impressing the other person is the dominant concern in a relationship, real love is still distant. When you know you are loved for what you are, you feel at ease in the other's presence.Being companions in misery is not the same as being in love. Marriage partners should be able to share miseries, but such sharing is not in itself love. All too frequently, young people mix up the two and enter into marriage simply because each has discovered a fellow sufferer with whom to unite against an unfriendly background.Love is a private bond between two people. Authorities agree it can't be real if one party permits intimate details of a relationship to be made public. It may be a bit of prestige in the group, but hardly love.

Am i happy?
You experience many happy momentsThe happy person likes to do useful, productive work, to use his abilities fully. He enjoys helping people, but is not self-sacrificing. At night, sleep researchers have found, he has little trouble falling asleep. He tends to be self-sufficient and can enjoy both solitude and company but is dependent on neither. Generally, he's orderly and punctual.Though tolerant of people's minor flaws, the happy person dislikes cruelty and destructiveness. He is healthy, has no hang-ups about prosperity, and refuses to participate in other people's negative emotions - or cling to his own. When choosing a mate, he will pick a congenial, compatible, figure rather than someone romantic and glamorous. Like many busy, absorbed people, he feels days pass quickly, though in large units - weeks, months, years- time may seem endless. Finally, the happy person has a sense of progress, improvement, of getting somewhere.

Mesmerized,

2010-01-29T17:15:00.003+08:00

My heart feels so heavy its as if there's a huge rock tied to it. I'm super prone to this.

Wonders.

2010-01-24T21:25:00.001+08:00

♥

2010-01-24T21:17:00.001+08:00

Woots ♥

Maybe i'm just thinking too much

2010-01-23T19:19:00.002+08:00

Well, helloooo!
Finished bulk of my homework todayyyy ^^ Left with the maths quiz on aceeee learning =.=
Gahhh, i don't even think internet learning is good, lols. I still prefer pen and paper. (:

So, anyway, i feel like going out tomorrow! Anyone interested in going with me? :D Really, days at home are getting too boring for me, especially when jingyi isn't replying to my messages ): Boohoohoo.

I think i fell in love with facebook. LOL, its like i used to go only once a few days, but now i visit it everyday. :D Yay. Ahahas. Oh, and i'm in love with gossip girl and chace too. :)

I'm going to save money and get a new phone. I'm determined to, hahahas. Perhaps an iphone? But seriously, with my plan, i think i need a couple more years to save up. Lols.

Hmm, okay, bye! =D

chace crawford, omfg!

2010-01-22T16:04:00.002+08:00

omg, how can anyone be more good looking than him?! :D

Do you feel the same?

2010-01-20T16:15:00.002+08:00

Hello people! Changed my blogskin, hahas. Changed tagboard too, cause a pop up one would look much nicer on this layout. (:

Hmm, i've not started on my homework yet, D: And i'm here, doing uneccessary stuff, lols. Lots of homework today, have to do maths, comprehension and study for chem test! Rawrrr.

Okay, i know this is stupid, but i really have nothing to say, so bye.

When our eyes met, there's this certain spark i felt

2010-01-18T16:29:00.003+08:00

Hello! :D
Drama's cancelleddddd. How nice is that? =D
Hahas.
So, since there's not cca today, i'll try to finish up more homework later! Yipeeee, i'm not procrastinating anymore. ^^ Hahas.

Had Macs for lunch. Fattening much? Hahas, but heck care. (: Lols. Hmmm.. Nothing much happened today, lols, just lessons, lessons and lessons. Okay, so nothing to update, bye!

Happiness is short-lived

2010-01-17T19:59:00.002+08:00

As far as Jingyi is concerned, i'm kissing a plush rabbit, not a plush monster. LOL.

Okay, sooooo. Went to shop shop with mummy today! Spent 67.20, gosh, i used up my budget! D: This is not good. Lols.

School tomorrow, drama tomorrow too! Yes, drama's starting tomorrow ): Sigh, sad.
I seriously have nothing to say, so goodbye.

I miss you so much, my heart aches as if thousands of arrows shot through.

Mr. Sunshine

2010-01-07T17:16:00.002+08:00

Hello!!
This is going to be a short post, nothing to do, so just post, lols.

Well...actually, i have nothing to do...except, HOMEWORK. PHYSICS HOMEWORK. Damn it, Mr tee nvr even teach us and we are supposed to alr know it and attempt the worksheet. What is this?!?!

Next, all those money that we have to give at the start of the year is alr burning a hole in my pocket. Class fund, TYS, CE materials, subj files etc etc, seriously, sooner or later i will need financial aid. Lols.

So, today's PE was announcing of this years major school events, taking height and weight... So, we came to know tht there will be 2 overnight events this year :

Movie marathon

Really, 650mins of horror movies non stop? I think all of us will not even be scared at the end of it, its like 10hours ++?! Then, we are going to be sold popcorn, drinks (i don't even knw if they have this), nachos at reasonable prices. LOLS. And i have no idea how the whole school can squeeze into our hall, lols.

Night to day run

Because of its our 65th year in 2010, everything's bout 65, but this is really impossible, 65km run non stop?!?!?! Everybody will just stop and walk, seriously. Actually, i still don't really get it, cause we'll be grouped according to our CCA, den i'm not sure if its like all run together for 65km, or take turns to run a total of 65km. LOLS. Den at dunno which period of time we are not supposed to run, cause it will disturb the people, so what will we do? We will watch horror movies in our hall, AGAIN. Lols.

ANYWAY, that's about all, bye! :D

Fine, its not all that bad-

2010-01-05T19:16:00.002+08:00

Okay, so i'm here to update. I came to my blog and the first thing i see is ZW kindly and sarcastically commenting on my english. LOL. Fine, its stay tuned instead of keep tuned.

So, enough of discussing my level of english, school isn't all that bad. Hahas. I'm sitting next to Jean! Jean from 205 last year. (: Nice nice. Second thing worth celebrating? 305 is released freaking early almost everyday. (ZW, be jealous! Muahah)

Some updates ok?

First day

I WAS ALMOST LATE. So much for starting the day right. I was supposed to meet jingyi and zw and the main gate, and i was like freaking late, i alighted at the busstop because the car queue was miles long, den raannnnn to school. I was like one minute to being late. Went up to the hall, found jingyi glaring menacingly at me cause she she waited for me for half an hour. Sorry ah!

-skip through assembly-

Went to class, and sat according to this plan our form teacher ms wong planned for us, so i ended up sitting with Jean (as mentioned above, lols). Sorted through lots of admin matters, lols. Had discipline talk ; WE CAN USE OUR HANDPHONES IN THE CANTEEN! Cooooooooooool.
Released at 12.35++, wooohooo!

Second day

SS to start off the day! Mr tan showed us pictures of his honeymoon! Lols, cool huh? He's like damn nice. Lols. He kept going "...AMAZING MANNN." LOLS. Ahahahahas. Then its maths time, we didn't do much, cause we continued with admin matters, seriously, theres apparently lots of admin matters for 38 pupils. Lols. English is next, then yes! finally its recess.

-skip through recess-

First lesson after recess is MT, my HMT teacher is Li hong yan lao shi. She made us go up in front of the class to introduce ourselves, cause jing yi went first, den she was like "wo qu nian de lao shi shi cai lao shi" and everyone went "waaaaa, ohhhhh". Apparently cao lao shi has made her name in xinmin because of her strictness. Lols, seriously she really very nice when you get to know her better, i kinda miss her. Damn.
Okay, so after jingyi its my turn, i was literally shaking, lols, damn nervous and i was too soft, lols, so i have to repeat myself all over again. So much for calming my nerves.

Then last lesson was chem, -skip-.

OKAY! Thats all for this two days! Yayyy.

Shit, what am i supposed to bring?

2010-01-03T19:22:00.003+08:00

Heyhey. Seriously, things are getting ridiculous, TOMORROW'S THE START OF SCHOOL YEAR 2010!!

Things that need some getting used to:
-I'm one year older, damn.
-I need to get use to writing 10' instead of 0-something on worksheets
-Mostly diff classmates
-Diff teachers
-305 is on the 4th floor, gosh
-Stress, stress and MORE STRESS

Okay, i'm like stressing myself out more than anyone else now, lols. So, today jingyi msged me and asked me what must we bring for tomorrow.
So this is my reply:

"Pencil case, thermometer, files, notebook, water bottle, timetable? Still have not"

GUESS WHAT PEOPLE.

I left out the most impt thing, OUR REPORT BOOK. Lols, thanks god Jingyi replied saying ;

"Report book, lols"

LOL.

Truthfully, i kinda dread school tomorrow. Alarm clock ringing at 6.30? Mum shouting your name and slapping you awake (ok, i'm joking about this)? No thanks, not my thing. But hey, its not like we can choose when we get to school. Lols.

Kay, thats all, will update bout school tomorrow!
~~Keep~~ STAY tuned!

Quote Book:

2009-12-29T18:11:00.001+08:00

Quote Book:: "'Love can sometimes be magic. But magic can sometimes… just be an illusion.'"

Quote Book:

2009-12-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

Quote Book:: "'The shoe that fits one person pinches another; there is no recipe for living that suits all cases.'"

When it rains, its time for the sun to appear again

2009-12-29T15:56:00.001+08:00

Hellooo. Found this pic on photobucket! Its supposedly some holga thing, lols. Love the colours and contrast! Lols.

Am in mum's office now. Had been living on games for the past few days. Puts my mind off some things. I wrapped all my new books! Now they are all nice nice one. Lols.

Hmmmm, seriously, my livejournal's dead. Ahahas. Kay, bye.

I felt peaceful last night

2009-12-28T14:03:00.003+08:00

Fine fine, i take back my words, i added my tagbox again. Lols, in place of my profile cause i tried putting it in other places but didn't look nice. Lols.

I fell sick. Lol, just came back from the doctor and the meds are making me soo drowsy. I'm like half asleep aldy. Lols.

Last night was so far the best night i had after my sister passed away. Went bugis with my mum, shopped for school shoes and my mum bought me a pair of converse sneakers! Yay. Ahahs, then we went to bugis street to shop shop. Last night was well, peaceful. Its like all my troubles were momentarily gone and i really could enjoy myself. Yep, had a jolly time.

School's reopening in one week's time. To be honest, i'm looking forward to it. Its like, a new, fresh beginning. Although i'd really miss 04'. I would be in 305 next year, tgt with jingyi, nut, shuhan, amielia, liwen. Not same class as jessica! Damn, i think i'll miss her. Hahas.

Okay, bye.

A christmas love story

2009-12-25T18:39:00.003+08:00

Hello. Firstly Merry xmas to everyone! Hahas. Went to City Harvest Church to watch their own musical, A Christmas Love Story. Quite good. Lols.

I think i'm not going to put a tagbox for the time being. So apologies to those who want to tag but can't find it. Lols. Came back from Malacca ytd night, went there partly because my parents wanted to handle some housing matters and mainly to take a break. But really, no matter where we go, the amount of grief i feel is still the same.

Well, ya, bye.

Nothing's gonna be the same again

2009-12-21T15:51:00.002+08:00

Hey, i'm back. I finally plucked up the courage to start blogging again. I'm back, but i'm not me anymore cause i lost something so dear and it feels like a part of my soul is gone, like how my sister's gone too.

It just hurts so much when reality hits me and i start accepting that she passed away. It hurts like shit, and it feels like this huge boulder on my chest that's never going to be lifted up. I want nothing more than just turning back the time so that i can spend more time with her. Everything was just so sudden that it feels like i'm forced to accept it.

Sis, if you can see this- :

Hey, i'm so sorry that i always complained about how long winded you are, and how i don't really want to talk to you because you always repeat the same thing over and over again. But i just want you to know that you had been a great sis for the past 14 years of my life. The period of your journey is undeniably short, but you made your mark and many people recognised it. You invented on a cure for a disease and because of you, many people would be given a second chance to live. To me, you are that noble. Although i will not be able to see you physically again, i always feel your presence around me and i know that you'd continue to care for us just like how you did in the past. I've never said this to you before, and i really regret it, but i love you sis, i'll never forget you and to me, you'll always be around.

Of course, i always wish that i have more time to spend with you, to care for you like you always cared for me. But i just want you to know that i would always remember you, remember what you used to tell me and remember how you used to sound like when you were teaching me biology. Although i have to use past tense to talk about you now, but in my heart, you're always present.
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Last minute thing

2009-11-27T09:34:00.000+08:00

Away from 27/11-6/12.

Please, let her be fine

CRISIS

2009-11-26T14:31:00.003+08:00

Major problem. Calling for help.

Okie. Great, i might be exaggerating a little, but really its a huggee problem.
I can't bring myself to do homework! D:
Lol. Secondly, i can't attend jingwen's b'dae party because i have something on tonight. Thirdly, i haven got her a present. Fourthly, I can't make it for breakfast with jingyi this morning cause i'm sick and am banned from going out! Damnn.

So...what will you do when you're stuck at home, sick, and feeling guilty?
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YOU WATCH AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL CYCLE 12!
Lols. For this cycle, i like london the best :) She's just so chic and new yorker-ish. Lol. Hopefully she doesn't get eliminated too early. (Actually, i alr know who will win because its cycle 12, but oh well, nvm.)

And then i have this medcine which is horribly, terrifyingly disgusting. :( Blearghhh. Its like sour, salty, sweet and spicy all together. :/

Okay, byebye! [:

Sarah's back!

2009-11-24T17:10:00.004+08:00

Firstly, a hearty hello to all of you. :D

Okay, i know i've been MIA for quite some time, both in blogger and LJ. So i'll update here first kay? ^^

Let me update about the holidays!
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Firstly, I got into 2PAH!!!!!! My first choice, yes. I know this is like ages ago, but yeap.

Secondly, I've been summoning Jingyi for breakfast since the holidays started! Awesome much? Haha.

Thirdly, I'm leaving for bangkok from 21/12 to 25/12. Its a little early to say this now, but time flies so its okay!

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Then, i'll talk a little on tv shows i've been watching!

Firstly, I've completed the whole season of America's next top model cycle 13!
&&& NICOLE WON! (Jingyi, you must be happyyyy.)
In fact, i wanted Laura to win, but yeah, its alright. Hahaha.

Secondly, for The Vampire diaries, i'm stuck at episode 10! Because the show had to be "on break" -.- . Damnn. I really wanna watchhhh.

Thirdly, the big bang theory and accidentally on purpose are making me laugh so much that i'll bend over. Ahahahas.
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Next, i'll talk about holiday homework.
(Bleagghhhh.)

So far, this is my progress:

-~~1st newspaper article~~
-~~2nd news paper article~~
-3rd newspaper article (in progress)
-4th newspaper article

-Read chinese storybook (completed 6 short stories!)

Wooohooo!

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Okay, byyye! :D

2009-11-08T09:31:00.002+08:00

Hey.
I've started a livejournal, @ timelessframes. I don't think i'll close this, but i'd probably manage both. Hahas, i kind of like blogger too.
So, yeah, please continue to tag/comment at both my blog and livejournal!
(:

Anw, went to amk hub to shop ytd. Yay, bought 2 new tops. I realised i've been spending a lot since the start of the holidays. Must learn to control myself soon. Hahaha.

Hmm, so... i've nothing to say. Great. Kay. Bye!

2009-11-04T11:25:00.000+08:00

I seriously, seriously miss you guys. So much. Sigh.

Why must we part?

2009-11-03T17:25:00.003+08:00

Hello.
Went to Arab street today, lol, borinnngggg. Although its kinda nice that i get to see 04 again! Its really kind of unexpected that i miss them so much. I've never thought that they would be so dear to me, until now. Sigh.

Went to have breakfast with JY at 8AM, then went to ZW's house, which is just like, opposite of hg mall. Hahas. Watched bfb for a while, then played stress (which i lost pathetically in) then headed to school.

Met Jonathan and Damien on the bus. JY was like quite blur... so it went like that.

Sarah: "Jonathan eh! JY, why you only say hi to damien but not to jonathan?"

-meanwhile ZW was craning her head trying to see if that's jonathan-

Sarah: "ZW, its Jonathan, don't have to see liao."

JY: "huh? I DIDN'T SEE HIM WHEN I WALKED PAST EH!!!"

-laughs laughs laughs-

Okay, so that's about it. Hahas.
Changed blogskin! Kay, bye! (:

LOL.

The last chance is over.

2009-10-30T19:47:00.003+08:00

Hey.

I'm feeling so down now, i cant believe the whole 2009 school year had ended. I miss 204 so badly, just now when i stepped out of the classroom, i could not take it anymore. Those tears just kept flowing and flowing till i had to go to the toilet to calm myself down. I was practically laughing and crying at the same time.

It had been 2 years with the same class of people and i really don't know i could handle it when we all get to meet diff people next year. It had been so much fun with 104 and 204, i really cant bear to bid farewell.

I MISS YOU GUYS!!!

FINALLY

2009-10-27T22:16:00.001+08:00

I'VE DONE IT. I SUBMITTED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel so relaxed luh, like really.

So my choices are:

1st: Chem, phy, pure history, elective geog.
2nd: Chem, phy, pure lit, elective history
3rd: Chem, Bio, pure history, elective geog.

Yayyy! I've submitted!
I only realised today that the dateline have been extended till 30 oct. But whatever.

Kay. bye!

Love is like...

2009-10-24T18:57:00.006+08:00

Love is like hearing laughter in the rain-
Love is like seeing smiles among those tears-
Love is like seeing the light at the end of the tunnel-
Love always makes your heart beat 10 times faster than usual.

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Hey!
Quite long since i really posted huh?
Have been busy watching tv series, reality shows and all that.
My eyes are gonna pop out soon. Hahas.

Some shows that i've been watching includes:
-Gossip girl season 3
-Criminal minds season 5
-America's next top model cycle 13
-Accidentally on purpose season 1

Yeap. Accidentally on purpose makes you laugh your head off. Hahas.
Some pics of them!

2009-10-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

Erin Wagner from America's Next Top Model cycle 13.
Beautiful!

G for glances

2009-10-16T21:29:00.002+08:00

Well hi,
Post exams was..well..the same. Lol, captain's ball, again.
I've nothing to say luh, like really.
Everything's just like...the same.

Running away from you-

2009-10-13T10:38:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry that the fonts are quite hard to see cause the colour is too close. Lol, i think i'm going to change blogskin, soon. & speaking of blogskins, i helped jingyi with her's yesterday! I took like 5 mins. Lol, she was taking forever. (jingyi, don't glare when you see this).

Dnt was fine, except the i went to join that freaking line for orthographic! Damnnnnnnn. Hope mr kang wouldn't deduct too many marks. *Fingers crossed* Its maths tomorrow! Going to do some practice papers ltr. Prepareeeeeeeeee.

2 more papers till the end of exams. I don't think i'll be very happy, actually. Exams are something to keep me busy, so when they're over, i'll not know what to hold on to. Sigh.

I feel so...desperate.

It feels so good, it must be love.

2009-10-12T17:23:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Changed blogskin!
Dnt tomorrow, hope i'll do well. I always can't score in dnt, lit too.

& speaking of lit...
the unseen poem was hard! Gosh.
MRS RAYMOND! ):

Damn. The play part was fine. & i don't think i'll take lit next year. Its just not my thing.
3 more papers and we're free! Wooohoooo!
Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Can't wait.

(L) my friends.

2009-10-10T13:53:00.001+08:00

Edited with photoscape.

(L).

Had a great day at jingyi's yesterday. Funnnnnn!

2009-10-08T19:48:00.001+08:00

Okay, that was like took yesterday. Today? I'm dead alr.
4 and a 1/2 hours of geog, who can survive?
Hope i'll do well.
Bye!

Been in hell, back again.

2009-10-07T20:35:00.001+08:00

I'd curse and swear and curse and swear to the person who invented geog.
Its officially the MOST BORING, TORMENTING, TEDIOUS, SUBJECT.
I hate geog, not kidding.

I'm half dead alr.
Wish me luck.

You got me-

2009-10-06T18:59:00.003+08:00

Why do i feel exactly the same? Gosh.

First day!

2009-10-05T14:18:00.001+08:00

I think its a true breakaway;
I think i'm free.
But why am i still using the word "think"?

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Hello!
First day of EOYs, didn't felt like it.
The atmosphere was still comfortable and relaxed. Lol. weird.
Chinese was fine, i guess.

Eng tomorrow! Then science, oh gosh.
Going to study geog and eng today. Made little progress with geog. & i mean it when i say little.
Superrr sleepyyyy.
Maybe i'm gonna take a nap ltr.

Gahhh, why am i so unsure of myself nowadays?
I keep using words like "guess", "maybe", "think". Arghhh. I'm so screwed.

Bye.

Answered.

2009-10-03T15:17:00.000+08:00

Hello, had been days since i posted. Too busyyyyy!
Lol.

Exams are officially one weekend away.

Super scaryyyy.

I'm scared of how my results would be.
I'm scared of splitting up with jingyi and zhongwei.
I'm scared of making new friends once again.
I'm scared of change.

I'm really terrified, and i don't know how would i cope if the 3 of us are in diff classes.
I think i'll breakdown. Like really.

I'm scared of going through the whole thing again, just like i did in sec 1.
I'm a person who hate change. Change makes me feel vulnerable and small. Lol.

Arghhhhh! I totally can't focus on revising when i'm thinking about all these.
Shit.
Kay, bye.

2009-09-29T09:22:00.000+08:00

Put away those stars-
cause they no longer have any effect on me anymore.

I'm answered.

GOALS.

2009-09-28T16:57:00.000+08:00

Hi!
School was fine, and ATS was exceptionally fun too, with the SETS game and everything.
Oral on thurdays. Gosh, i think i'll get sweaty palms. Heh.

Got back Biology today, and Ms wong actually wrote "Sexpert!" on my paper. Serious. Lol! Omgosh, its like quite unusual for a teacher to do that? Hehe.
Then i was like "Ms wong! You very crude leh." then she said, "Umm, sorry i wrote that arh, you can blanko it away and replace it with 'very good' " LOL. She's a fun teacher. :)

Hahas. I'm gonna set targets for myself everyday. Wish me luck that i'll be able to complete all the tasks that i set for myself.

I'm trying very hard to be happy right now. & i'm halfway to success. Hahas.
Bye.

Wishful.

imy.

2009-09-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

Je t'aime, Je t'adore -

Vintageee babyyyy

2009-09-27T15:44:00.000+08:00

This is what you get when you get bored.

Heh.

Pretences-

2009-09-27T11:30:00.000+08:00

"Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you. On the outside, I'm living, pretending that I've forgotten you."
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Well, hi.
8 more days to EOYs! Brrrrrr, i'm scared. I guess i'm too scared to face the truth. Hahah. Cowardy behaviour.

Have not do the chi ying yong wen thingy. Gosh, every turn i make, i see studying, or homeworking. Boohoohoo.

Nice life you've got there, Sarah.

I'm sick of being emotional. I'm gonna take a break from it and just be happy. Be oblivious to the things that would make my heart ache, to those things that i can't stop thinking about.
I hope i'm able to do it.

Wishful.

FAINTTTT.

2009-09-26T14:18:00.000+08:00

I FEEL FAINT.
I've been facing physics for 3h and i haven't finish the whole thermal physics yet!!!!!!!!
Rawrrrrr, am i slow or what?

Just 9 more days to EOYs, and still so many things undone.
I think i'm going mental alr luh/.
& there are still homeworkkkkkkk.
Fuck.

Urghhhhh. I wish there are 72h a day. Means the remaining 9 days would have 3 times the no. of hours. Hah. Notice i used the word wish?

L.O.V.E

2009-09-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

I choked back those tears that were threatening to flow out.

Why is it always so hard for me?

I just don't get it.

Make life simpler for me, please.

My heart ached at every moment i think about you.

I just slacked like mad today. Didn't touch any of my books except for a little of geog.

Arghhhhh. Mug hard tmr.

Surrendered-

2009-09-25T20:08:00.000+08:00

Geography is officially the most boring subject ever.
Not that i could finish the whole chap, i gave up halfway and switched to do the "funeral blues" worksheet.
I almost fell asleep studying "population".
Lol.

But at least i completed all 7 qns in the poem worksheet! & that's about all i did tonight. :(
I just find it hard to absorb anything today. Pathetic muchhhhhhhhhhhh.

Sigh. So i'd have to do more tomorrow! Which is not so great too.

Whatever, i just love to rant.
Kay, bye.

Heartache.

2009-09-24T16:02:00.001+08:00

Hellloooooooooo.
I'm in the com lab now! Hahas. Waiting for our car to render. Wtf ah, super slow.
Nothing much happened today.

I'm having a headache now.
Awesomeee.

Bye.

Irreplaceble-

2009-09-23T15:55:00.000+08:00

If you think about it, the whole 09' school year is only about 9 months, which is roughly 270 days, which is only about 6480 hours. Its kinda short, at least to me.

Suddenly felt a rush of emotions when i think of how 04 is gonna split next year. :( You guys are irreplaceble!

No one can replace Jasmund's lack of sleep, Mabellyn's laughter, Jingyi's jokes, Jessica's brains, Nut's enthusiasm, Pengwai's Gooffiness ( is it spelled like that?), Desmond's "shyness", shuhan's curiousity, Valerie's polluted mind, Aquila's laugh, Amielia's speed (no offence!), Zhong wei's crazed laugh wherever and whenever, and many many more.

We've been tgt for 2 years and to me, we'll never split. :) Must keep in touch!
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Anws, got highest for biology test. Rather surprised ah, thought it'd be one of those smarty pants. Hahas.
Physics was alright. Thank god.

I realise i don't have much things to say ah. Like, seriously.
Kay, bye!

its too much already, i surrender.

P/s: edited cause someone "ee-ed" (:

Fool.

2009-09-22T16:30:00.001+08:00

“I don't wish to be everything to everyone, but I would like to be something to someone.”
-Javan
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I'm still holding on to that glimmer of hope that i had been hoping it was there. You brought me up and dropped me down again.

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Hi.
Changed back to this blogskin. Cause it perfectly describe my current emotions. Lol.

Had phy speed quiz today, got 15/20. Hahas. I had mental blocks for 3 times during the quiz. Awesome much. Biology test was alright. I was wondering why is there a sexual reproductive organ at the ass, lol. It turned out to be the anus.

Phy test is tomorrow! ): Oh man, i think i'll hyperventilate. Ms oh, please spare us and give us easier questions. Lollll. Like my pleas would ever be answered.

Have to mug ltr, again. The past 3 days was just studying, studying, studying. I'm such a nerd. Lol, self confession.

I had been sitting on a rollercoaster ride of emotions/. Great.
Goodbye.

I so wanna dream, but i can't find something to.

2009-09-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

I caught you looking, but then again, i think you were not.

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Hi.
I feel the whole world closing up on me. Stuck in my room, with just 4 walls, i just feel myself shrinking. I really gave up, i'd not hope anymore, cause there's only a little for me to cling on. And i'll just let go. Cause thats the best for me. I'll not ponder anymore, cause i needa clear my mind, for more impt things like the exams. There are many who love me, i don't need you. At least that's what i tell myself everynight.

The best remedy to forget is to let go first.

谁能用眼泪换取幸福?

2009-09-16T16:14:00.000+08:00

HI.
Nothing really earth-shattering happened today. Heh.

I swear i just love fashion mags, for example, style!
The pictures just attracts me, those clothes, models, fashion runways..
Hehe. (:

I'm know its kinda weird tho. Like i shld be fantasizing bout Teenage, rather than Style. But whatever! Everyone's diff.

I'm going to mug real hard ltr. But its really hard to find somewhere to start off with. Like bleahhh.

Formal letter test was fine. Its bout some billing error. Hahas.

Kay, bye.

Taking chances.

2009-09-15T18:00:00.000+08:00

I fought to the limit, to stand on the edge.

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Hi.
I'm currently feeling all the stress piling up on me.
Exams, tests, IT, DNT, all those other projects... There's seriously nothing like a break.
& then there are those precious time wasted cause we learned logic.
I mean, i'm not insulting or sth, but really, its just another thing that takes brain cells away from us.

Sigh.

& then there are other problems, like CCA, something, keeping up with my family time, and all those other equally impt stuff.

There are times where i just feel like screaming and sit down in front of a TV and just be oblivious to everything else.

But i know i wldn't be able to bring myself to do it. Because i know that there are people who take pride in me, people who encourages me to excel, people who want to see me get better and better everyday.
& i know they mean well. Which wld make me even guiltier if i just push everything aside and put on a "heck care" attitude.

I know this is a emo-ish post and its weird and whatever.
But i can't help it. I just can't.

Bye.

Shine? Not.

2009-09-14T18:27:00.000+08:00

Hi, hey, hello. Oh, whatever.
Just came back from sch as had drama.

So this 2 hours were going just perfectly well... when suddenly at the end, Ms mazna told us that all of us would need to attend the Shine musical's auditions. Fck?

Seriously, think i'll like faint or sth.
And i don't want to come back for rehearsals at the end year holidays.
Like really. Not that i'm certain i'll get in, in fact i'm quite sure i'll not. Cause...

I can't sing.

No kidding man. Think everyone will just leave the venue if i open my damn mouth to sing.
Horrendous voice i have. (:

Hahahas.

Today mr lee brought a humongous A3 spread sheet to monintor our revision status.
(Which ZD had pretty much filled in all).
How do all these people get time?

But really, i shouldn't be posing such qns now as i'm blogging instead of mugging hard.

I just love to procastinate. Which is hell bad.

Got back chinese test today, got 35.5/50.
Considered as 2nd? Not sure.
But i deproved by one mark, lol.

Kay, i shall end.
Bye!

I've given thinking that i'd get back something

2009-09-12T15:16:00.000+08:00

Helllooooo!

1 1/2 more till school reopens. Once again, i'm not too clear with my feelings. Hahas. Maybe its a good thing? Since hardcore mugging can get my mind off some things.

Had tuition from 10.30-1.30. Lol, 3 hours, yep. Mugged Data analysis, since there's gonna be a test on that next friday. Actually i thought that the period before EOYs should be focused on revision, never thought there's still going to be tests and all. :( Lols.

There's still like drama next mon, which is quite time consuming. Not that its not a good way to de-stress.

I plan to write up a checklist for all the stuff i have to revise for the EOYs. Which up till now, i haven't got the courage to do it. Hahas, what a coward.

My brain keeps getting distracted by the idea of shopping, which seriously doesn't help me in my revision. Ahahas. It had been 2 weeks since i shopped? (if you don't count the time in vietnam).

Currently watching this hk drama:

Its quite nice, i must say.

But the plot's kinda ridiculous, but in a good way. (:

Heh.

Kay, bye!

Retro much?

2009-09-11T17:52:00.000+08:00

Found some retro-ish pics from photobucket.

Hahas, thought wld share wif you guys. Hahas.

Yeap, i finished my online wrk!

Yeeeeeepeeeeeeeeeeeeeeayyyeeeeeee.

(whatever this means. ^)

Quotes!

2009-09-11T16:25:00.000+08:00

“
There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness. ”

“
Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.”

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2009-09-11T16:18:00.000+08:00

“
Maybe you had to leave in order to really miss a place; Maybe you had to travel to figure out how beloved your starting point was.

Jodi Picoult

That's like totally true.

Anw, gonna do chi online homework ltr. Like real soon, i hope. Hehe./
Still not in the mood to upload pics, heh. Keep waiting! (i doubt anyone's waiting.)

Hmmm, maybe going to study ltr?
(:

MY TIME'S RUNNINGGGG OUTTTT

2009-09-10T16:08:00.000+08:00

Well, hi.
Chionged 2 hours of bio and i'm only at menstrual cycle.
Am i slow or there's just too many things to absorb?
Like wtf uh.

There's still other things to revise.
& i'm moody.

Life's just great, too great that i can't even slow down to appreaciate.
Lols, now i'm becoming cynical.

I'mmmaaa bitchhhhhhh.

2009-09-10T12:01:00.000+08:00

Voillaaa!
I'm backkkk!
Actually i arrived yesterday evening ah, but no mood to blog, so yeah.
Ummm, my time's running out...
Sigh.
Neeeddaaa chiong tests and homework like real fast.
D:
Will upload pics the next time.

goodbye!

You don't have to do this to me, do you?

2009-09-03T19:52:00.001+08:00

I hope you could just tell me the ans.
Its just a simple yes or no,
not too hard for you right?

Spread your wings and fly away

2009-09-03T17:12:00.001+08:00

Hey! Last day of school tomorrow. Don't know to be happy or not. Lols. Did fucking badly for geog test, shiiitttttttt. Sigh. I studied so damn hard luhs. So unfair. ):

Happy teacher's day!

2009-08-31T17:36:00.000+08:00

Hey!
The performance staged by various teachers was AWESOME!

Ms kuck was freaking cute.
Ms lee was freaking pretty.
Mrs lee was the ultimate.
Ms oh was so girly-girl, and cute.
Ms fizhah, cute in nerdy way.
Mr tan, very student-ish.

Everyone teacher was just great! (:

Had a very funny teacher's day celebration, thanks all teachers. (:

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!
WE LOVE YOU!

&& CAI LAO SHI WAS TOUCHED BY OUR DECLARATION OF LOVE!
Hahahahas.

Kay, changed blogskin.
Bye!

One moment i think i'm everything to you,
another moment, i think i'm just nothing./

Foolishly thought-

2009-08-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

Added new playlist!
3 of my favs.
Ahahs, byye!
LOL.

2009-08-29T14:09:00.000+08:00

OH MY! HAHAS.

KIDS

2009-08-27T15:45:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Chi test postponed! & chi was really fun today. I'm not being sarcastic. (:
Cai lao shi shared with us her experiences of fire scenes. Hahas.
Then had some chi idioms related debate. (:

Anws, school's kinda great today.
Bye.

Breathe slow

2009-08-26T17:39:00.001+08:00

"Can't forget to breathe slow, count from one to ten with my eyes closed."

Hey.
School's fine today, memorising chi now.
Test tomorrow, hope its not too hard.
):

Got yet another set of newspaper today. WHY IS MY LIFE SO BITTER.
Arghhhh, at this rate, i wun be able to complete, and every week, a new one just comes in. Its like a snowball effect, pilling up more and more...

Blink back those tears

2009-08-22T13:36:00.000+08:00

Anyone wanna see a live example of an overstretched rubberband?
Come on, thats me.

I've been feeling so damn fucking stressed recently.
3 tests next week, 5 weeks of chi newspapers, physics revision, art.........AND MANY MORE.
Like what the hell?
Think thats why my head's throbbing every 5 seconds now.
D:

I hate this.

Bitchy headache

2009-08-17T22:26:00.000+08:00

Kay, lemme tell you something.
I finally understood whats a migraine. Cause i just had one this afternoon, and am having one now.

Definition: I feel like someone pulling the reams of my brain every 10 secs.

Exactly what i felt like. No kidding.

Sigh.
School's a dread. & tiring, no offence though. Its just me i guess.
Next week's gonna be one heck of a busy week.
2 tests, one att and homeworks.

I think i'm going delusional soon.

& i got a new wallet! Like yay. (:
From accessorize.

Okayyye, byye!

2009-08-14T17:13:00.000+08:00

Aaron Johnson!!!!!!!!

2009-08-12T17:32:00.000+08:00

And i wish i know the answer.

It just feels wrong

2009-08-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!
So yeah i still owe you guys pics of my b'dae presents,
so here you go:

From my tuition teacher, jiahui:

A POOH BEAR AND A BEAR CARD. (:

From mabellyn:

A CARD, KEYCHAIN AND 2 FLOWERS(?) [:

From elaine jie:

A LOVELY NOTEBOOK. =D

From JINGYI!

A POOH BEAR & A PIZZA HUT MEAL(can't be shown) [:

From jessica

14 STARS, TO REPRESENT 14 YEARS.

(somehow i felt like singapore when i received this, hahas.)

Thanks for all those ^.

Anws, maths test 2moro, gosh.

Its 5.16pm now & i'm not studying.

WAY TO GO!

Kay, byyye! (:

REAL.

2009-08-08T22:11:00.001+08:00

You Are 73% Real

You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself.

Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great...

But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults.

As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real.

How Real Are You?

Choco ice cream!

2009-08-08T22:09:00.001+08:00

You Are A Chocolate Ice Cream Girl

Dramatic. Powerful. Flirty.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatflavoricecreamgirlareyouquiz/">What Flavor Ice Cream Girl Are You?

WOW.

i love you all

2009-08-08T18:14:00.000+08:00

Hey.

Hahas, ^ , i knw i'm like some fan freak, but i can't help it, lols.

Went to J8 with jingyi yesterday, turned out tht J8 isn't tht exciting as many says.

Its actually quite boring.

Lols.

Anws, Thanks to all for the presents and the b'dae wishes!! <3

Will upload pics of my presents the next time.

Bye!

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9

2009-08-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Just now Mabu msged me, she said tht tomorrow(07/08), at
12 hrs 34 mins 56 secs,
It wld be 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 (:
Hahas, yep.

Gonna celebrate my b'dae with jingyi after sch, then with my family at night.
Hahas.
My dad got me a phone for my b'dae.
Well, i kinda bugged my mom to ask my dad to get for me, so yeah.
hahahahaha.

Kay, byye!
Changed blogskin!

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 ; 07/08

2009-08-05T20:48:00.000+08:00

I guess i've learnt a powerful lesson. One that would always remind me not to avoid, but to face whatever that is given to you, no matter good or bad.

I've always told myself excuses, excuses to stray myself away from reality, excuses for me to escape reality, perhaps just to take a breather from those pressing problems.

But now, i've finally learnt to face those problems, those situations that i've always been avoiding. Because from today i'll tell myself to have courage, courage to solve those problems, courage to even bring myself back to reality to face those problems.

And i'm determined to make this work, because its either now or never.